Mom, The pain of losing you never ebbs. I miss you so much that I can't explain it in words. I will never be the same without you...I wish I said I love you more...and that I appreciate every little thing that you were capable of doing for us. I want to back in the worst way and all I'm left with is tears. They never stop for you. The pain never stops. I pray that you at least are in peace and happy. Please help me Mom. I feel desperate with grief and overwhelmed. Please help me come to terms with everything and how it all ended so tragic. Please.. I love you.